A couple of years ago, I read a book by Lee Price. It's a true story about a fan who has become dissallutioned with the way things are turning out at his beloved manure. The money involved in the game, the corporate side of things and how the ordinary bloke in the street is gradually being alienated from the beautiful game. By a quirk of fate whilst living down south he decides to follow Dagenham! And his recollections are I think exactly how the majority of us are feeling right now. Basically he goes back to the grass roots of the game to watch a team whose players get paid a pittance compared to their premier league counterparts, where your not fleeced for a burger,and where you can stand!!! Etc etc.LeeWHU88 wrote:I feel the same mate but it's not entirely down to West Ham's situation.
Our move to the OS was the final nail in the coffin for me, I'm only 28 but the way football has changed just in my lifetime has made me feel a million miles away from football. Players getting bought for £90m, wages going up to 300/400k a week! a whole new breed of supporter who are happy seeing football as like going to the theater.
West Ham results aren't even bothering me, I went the 1st 4 games but felt that the West Ham I've grown up with and know and love is gone, I've never felt so alienated as I do now. I know a lot of ST holders from the Boleyn feel the same. Change is hard, obviously in 10 years this place will be more like home than it is now, whether I'll stick around that long I really don't know.
Call me a fake fan or whatever, I know I've done my time over the years, I've followed this club up and down the country over the last 10 years (granted it's not a long time compared to some), I've seen some great days and some proper shit days, I've missed days at work cos of things like a long tuesday night trip up to Middlesbrough, I've lumped a hell of a lot of money into doing it, wasted work holidays, missed out on family/friends arrangements but I loved it, every minute of it but now, I've had enough, too much has changed for me and it doesn't sit well with me.
I went to Bath a few weeks ago with my mrs, being the romantic that I am, I took her to a Bath City game. Quite pricey, £13 for an adult ticket at conference south level but what a fantastic day it was, grassroots at it's best, players saying hello to regular punters before the game, it was just a welcome change to the way life is in the top divisions.
It's obviously not premier league standard but you can associate the players as truly working class lads trying to keep their heads above water and provide for their family's. It's a thoroughly good read and very thought provoking. So much so that I have been down there a few times with fellow Hammers when we haven't had a game and we've enjoyed it no end. It's like going back in time, people are friendly, your made welcome and you will get change out of a bullseye and have a good few hours out in the process.
Don't get me wrong, I still love West Ham, it's been an important part of my life for over 40 odd years now, I was born an Hammer and I'll die an Hammer. But this new breed of money making corporate shite, just ain't me I'm afraid.